many ppl are juz passer-bys in our life.

we have to learn not to hold them too closely to our hearts, or in fact, not to hold them close to our hearts at all.

evn tho there may be a bit of memories that seem to be so beautiful, so happy, its juz memories. its juz temporary.

one thing about life is, things come and go. ppl enter our lives and den they leave.

all crossroads have their split ends. they do not merge forever.

just as i sit here and recollect the recent happenings,

i had the sense of disappointment with the way things turn out. stil affected and upset tat they are sucha kind of ppl. luckily most of them are newly made. so i guess, no point holdin on to such frenships close to my heart, whn everything was perhaps an act only? oh wells. this is life eh? meeting different kind of ppl from different walks of life and different backgrounds.

whichever the case, i dun wan a superficial nor a pretentious friendship. i dun nid the fake concerns and dun enjoy thinking abt the memories and den the present.. that proves to me how not-true you guys are. or shud i say, that comes to tell me more abt you guys; the truths that i wish was a lie?

wateva it is, i am thankful at least i hv alrd found my bestbuds. and i hv alrd found my sunshine frm my clique of frds who hv been thru rain and shine wif me for yrs. im glad enuf i hv ppl lk those frm the retards family.. tho we dun mit often, we are in each others' hearts. we love each other so much. and most of al, im glad i hv a great family support esp my cousins.. perhaps al these problems recently is an blessing in disguise.. is a mask that unveils to me who are really the best..

alrights. enuf for now. its tym for my brains to take a rest frm all this.

wil blog again tonite hopefully aft dance.

-CIAO!

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